Turning 20 terrified me at first, I think it was the idea of hanging up my teen and being recognised as an adult, but I truly feel that this will be the year I make everything I want to happen, Happen. Maybe starting a new stage in my life is just what I need to release the old and welcome the new. For years I have let people that haven't intentionally held me back. Hold me back.
I finally have a placement apprenticeship in my dream job, I will never go back to waiting tables. Although I have realised that working in a nursery isn't as easy as I thought it would be, they deserve the holidays they get, but I'll never go back to working anywhere else. This year I will complete my apprenticeship or at least complete most of it.
My goals for this year may seem small but they are everything I've wanted to do throughout my life but always pushed them back and even though I have changed as a person they still sit there. This year they will happen.
Work towards and gain my NVQ 2 in childcare.
Travel outside of the UK
Start driving. (and conquer that fear)
Go to the gym, and have a steady workout routine I stick to!
Start eating properly and regularly.
Start a project or pick up one I've left and complete it.
Let the past go, every little bit of it that still gets to me.
Blog regularly ( I have started writing a few, just haven't quite finished them)
Live for myself and not other people.
Although I maybe 20 and older, that's no reason to hang up the child inside me, I'll still forever have a love for all things Kawaii, Hello Kitty, Tokidoki and Anime.